Recently I have lost focus on my personal happiness, and I am trying to find things to focus on to get me through this difficult time.
Something that is fast approaching that makes me incredibly excited is summer. Summer will give me a freedom I have been lacking. School will be done temporarily. I can’t begin to imagine what it will be like to be done with school for good. What a drag it is to have something to do constantly. Summer also means the good fruit will be in season. Hiking, biking, swimming in my parents pool. I can sleep in on the weekends again and stay up late sometimes playing games.
And in a while from now, I will take the dreaded NCLEX, and being that i pass, I will have my associates degree in nursing. Then, one month later, I will be going on potentially my best trip to date. I am going on a 7 night cruise with my boyfriend (and my dad and little sister). 453 days to go.
Up until that trip, I will be working my butt off trying to lose weight. I need to lose maybe 30 pounds. Stay tuned.